Thank You Fred,
I have been well and I hope the same can be said for you. This year has come and gone so quickly and I have mixed feelings about 2013, I think it’s always a little hard to evaluate something when you’re too close to it. Similar to having to step back in order to see the whole picture. Maybe closer to the new year, I’ll have a better retrospective view but right now my mind is still preoccupied with plans for the future, deadlines at the office and a growing desire to climb into bed.
If you wouldn’t mind, I might take this opportunity to answer a question you’ve asked previously but I have yet to answer (sorry again!). “What’s your mindset when you do choose to write here? What is your blog meant for?”
I have always loved writing, but the real affair began with reading. From a young age you could find me under the covers with a flashlight reading the latest novel from my collection. Words became much more to me than a series of black letters on paper, they were my ticket to different worlds, times, and lives. It still amazes me what is involved when you read. The recognition of seemingly arbitrary symbols as letters, then an arrangement of letters as words, which in turn create connections, allowing meaning to surface. All of this happens instantaneously, choreographed precisely to impose feelings and provoke thought.
In many ways, writing was just as much an escape as reading. I used to be quite shy so I kept a lot of my thoughts and feelings to myself. Writing became the key to unlocking those thoughts. For those tough times it was my therapy and the one place I could be honest with myself. My own sanctuary in paper and ink.
To answer your question, it’s almost always that when I write here, it’s for reflection or release. The mindset I’m in when I write is similar to an exhale. In the rush of everything, when I just find time to breathe again this is where I find my oxygen. The blog becomes a time capsule of my life, in all it’s joy, failures, successes, adventures and lessons.
Words are powerful, they have given me so much and I hope through this medium I can offer some kind of meaning to those who stumble onto my train of thought out of pure happenstance.